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Living alone is not sad – it’s radically free Apr 01, 2025

This life is mine
I live solo. No partner, no children, no fixed home. At 55, I travel through Europe with my tent, my laptop, and a heart full of curiosity. Not because I drifted into this life by default, but because I chose it – again and again. I crafted a life that fits me. A life that breathes...

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Why You Keep Entering a Dark Astral Field Mar 23, 2025

Maybe this sounds familiar: you dream, you meditate deeply, or you take ayahuasca or another plant medicine – and wherever you go, you always seem to end up in a strange, heavy place. Not loving. Not warm. No open skies, no welcoming guide. Instead, a kind of grey, uncomfortable atmosphere. Sometime...

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How to Stop Doubting Yourself and Build Self-Confidence Mar 21, 2025

How to Stop Doubting Yourself and Build Self-Confidence

Doubt is a silent force that can creep into your daily life in the smallest moments. It’s that inner voice that makes you hesitate: am I good enough? Can I really do this? What if I fail?

For some, self-doubt is a fleeting thought, but when i...

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What Are Soul Traumas and How Can You Heal Them? Mar 13, 2025

Soul traumas are deep emotional or energetic wounds that your soul carries, sometimes across multiple lifetimes. They arise from intense experiences such as loss, rejection, powerlessness, or extreme fear. These experiences leave an energetic imprint that unconsciously influences how you navigate li...

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